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goodbye to you
goodbye to everything that I knew
you were the one I loved
the one thing that I tried to hold on to...
...I still get lost in your eyes
and it seems that I can't live a day without you
closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away...
...and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you,
but I'm not giving in this time.
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He's out of my life
He's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
He's out of my life

It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years he was here
And I took him for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
He's out of my hands

So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late

He's out of my life
He's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for him locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
He's out of my life
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drama ever, puyat na naman kasi eh. this will be the last, I promise. there is nothing more to hold on to. i will now finally have to move on. i am not the reason anymore. it's about time i give him rest, rid him of myself. live and let live. i choose to die.